Thursday, January 20, 2005
{ 6:31 AM }
After struggling 2 survive ferr 'bout 4-5 daes, God took him awae on 18th Jan. I can't bear 2 look at his pathetic state, as it hurts me 2 do so. I had watched him grow from a pup 2 finally a dog, n now, he's leaving us. He's white furry body have turned in2 a yellowish cover n he realli ishh weak. He's gone. Nobody in our family culd accept the fact. It does not seem 2 b in reality. Mom cried, I cried too. After living wif him ferr 'bout 6 years, a strong love is developed btwin he n my family. I regret. I regret not hugging him the last tym I saw him. I tot he wuld carry on. We prayed, but he's heart still stopped at last. I rather him bite me den disappear frm this world. Aniwae, maeb we shuld let him go n not b so shelfish as 2 keep him 2 ourselves n make him suffer.I hope he'll go 2 heaven as when he's alive, he was a sweet n nice little boy.
